What does it mean?

So today I got a little angry at this guy I like. I like him a lot, but the problem is he's dating someone else, oh and, so am i. I am mad at him because he didn't wait for me after class, we usually walk to our next class together but I stayed a little later to help someone understand the material and he just left. I was pissed cause I look forward to that brief period that we interact all week. I didn't get my fucking fix and now I think he's an asshole. Which might be a good thing considering otherwise I probably would have obsessed about him all weekend, oh wait, I still am aren't I?

Then I get home and I get pissed at my boyfriend, probably for no good reason. I keep thinking about he doesn't compare to this other guy and then I feel bad because I still love him, but then I'm not sure and well I'm confused. And I hate it.

So I'm angry cause I'm betraying my boyfriend with these thoughts and I'm angry cause I want this guy to like me as much as I like him and I'm angry cause there's another guy that I think likes me as much as I like the first guy which makes me feel bad for him. So I feel bad all around. And yet I can't stop thinking about boy #1.

"The greatest thing in life is just to love, and be loved in return."

Is it okay to love more than one guy? No, I suppose not.

RAWR